he listens as i speak of the oceans
my words ebb and flow like waves
the tide hasn't yet arrived.

I am afraid of baring my soul
he hasn't yet, i don't know if he ever will.

today i let down my pride
told him my troubles then bitterly cried.
found this hard to do.
sometimes life feels so overwhelming.

this is how i can reach out i guess.
i dont know, hope it all works out for the best.
really wish i could tell him all openly so he could comfort me but i couldn't,

looks like life's gonna be one unexpected ride.

A slice of heaven

I took this picture at 8:45 am today. Didn't know that the haze would affect the lighting and make it look like early pm. I love the effect though. Its gorgeous. Seems like a still from heaven :)